19/8/16

So. My application is accepted by the University in Warsaw, and waiting for their acceptance letter.
Super excited! We applied it for many months already. Finally it had confirmed! wooho~!

Its an impossible thing when I just entered UPM.
Because it need to PAY.

In my third year,
after listen to our lecturer and senior said about it, its not that super duper expensive like I thought.
My family did not really oppose me to go.
and then I applied it.

Its always our dream to intern in Poland. (My course mates and I).
And~ we are one step closer now :)

Well, I dare not expect and dream too much now, til the day I step on the country.
Many process need to be done before we departing.
Many unexpected thing might happen.

I just feeling guilty for using my parents' money now...
They are not that rich.
Their life are getting less burden recently, but I suddenly ask money from them again.
Aiks~~~~
Anyway...
I only can 好好回报 them in the future larh.

15/8/16

又回到大学咯！
回到有自己的空间的宿舍～ 好爽啊！
今天自己煮晚餐。。(萝卜+包菜+洋葱)，没饭没肉，有点后悔 >< 哈哈

原本无所事事，然后突然得到了奥运会的连接，就开始看了。
马来西亚 对垒 韩国 的羽毛球男子双打。马来西亚险胜！晋级半决赛。
说真的，第三场的 20比19 时 真是够力惊险啊！！
哈哈～ 还是要恭喜马来西亚队！

天啊～ 肚子饿，灵感突然消失了～～
没法继续写。
掰掰～
晚安～～

平淡的星期六

又是一个人的日子...

不是孤单啦～ 只是一个人会变得很懒惰，没有动力！><

颓废了整个下午，来玩手机。

今天 马来西亚 第一天可以下载 Pokemon Go！

试玩了 整个下午！ 哈哈～

傍晚，

终于忍不住自己的颓废 出去添车油 和 withdraw 现金。(钱包只剩下 rm2 ><)

然后 打包Pizza~!!

因为顺路，就到 McD 吃一直很想尝试的冰淇淋！

真的很好吃！ Chocolate + Vanilla。

吃了后感觉超幸福！！！

哈哈哈～

非常平淡的一天～平淡的心情。

然后干刚才发现，pizza 被蚂蚁入侵了 :((((

要回大学了～～～

最近
颓废。迷茫。没目标。

过几天就要回大学做 FYP 了。
想到都觉得好无聊。

最后一个学期了！责任也少了。只剩下几堂课和 FYP。
我要 bersemangat! 在还在大学的最后一段时间里 做得最好！
别总是离开了才后悔。

那个脸臭臭老师

Miss H.
是我那么多年以来 遇过最夸张的老师。
还没进班前 就听过很多人说知道她，而且对她的 comment 都很不好。

那天，勇敢地踏进她的课室。
天啊，她的脸超级臭。第一天狠狠地下了很多的马威。
第一堂课结束后，班上80% 的学生 drop 了这科！！

她很严格，很不 flexible，还有很凶。
我很不喜欢她！！

这是个 0 credit hour 的科目。但一定要拿，才可以毕业。
看见我朋友在别班 那么快乐。我的心里感到非常不平衡！
0 credit hour 就该这样嘛！轻松地学习。
而不是比 4 credit hour 的课还要 stress！

一个多月后。我对她改观了。
Miss H. 每次上课，都给予我们很多的 information，而且都很管用。
每一堂课她都认真教书，也有备而来。
我的在另一班的朋友，反过来羡慕我了。
因为我学到很多，而他们好像在浪费时间。
Submission day 时 我轻松自在，因为我早已完成我的 assignments。(因为迟交会死)。
而别班的同学 超级压力，因为老师对他们不太严厉，所以他们累积了很多作业。
之后他们都向我请教作业怎么做。

虽然我还不是很厉害，但我学了很多。

她是一位好老师。真的。我很敬佩她。

7.7.16

嗨嗨！一个月没更新部落格了～ (No one cares anyway hahaha)

Third year 圆满结束了咯！现在是 semester break!!
还是那句---好快呀，时间飞逝。

由于 第一年和第二年时 参加太多活动了 (几乎每天晚上超过10点才能回宿舍)
所以下定决心 第三年时要好好退休享受。
所以真的。一下子什么都不参加。
连宿舍都把我踢出来了～ 哈哈。

可惜成绩也没变得特别好。
反而变得更懒惰。
因为一直觉得我还有时间。

社交圈子变小了。
很多时候都会 emo。
不过跟常在一起的人更亲近了。嘻嘻。

下个学期，我就是 FINAL YEAR STUDENT 啦！
其实我一直觉得我还是刚进来 UPM 的学生啊～
以前觉得 senior 们都很老，现在或许也有junior 这样想我吧。><

天啊～
一直感叹时光飞逝～ 你不烦我都烦
应该珍惜当下啦～ 一直逗留在回不去的时刻干嘛！
还有思想应该跟上时代，不然就落伍啦 xDD

晚安各位。

"Try Your Best"

People always motivate me using the sentence:

"Try your best"

Of course I replied "i will" or "thank you".

But after that, am I really trying my BEST?

Am I really putting enough efforts into something that I wish to improve?

Eh~ Macam tak lah~

付钱的男人 好帅！:P

首先，我先来澄清一下，我不是个喜欢别人没事为我付钱的人。
朋友，男朋友都好，我喜欢 AA 制。
就在哪一天，
我和我的系友们到较远的地方做 assignment，路途有经过 Tol。
那个我平时不是很喜欢的男性朋友，
马上打开了自己的钱包，小心翼翼地掏出了10块钱，付了那 TOL 费。
虽然可能是因为他坐在副驾驶的位置，虽然他可能之后可以 claim 会那 tol 钱。
但~~~
他打开钱包，拿出十块钱的那一刹那，好帅呀！
不知为什么~
平时我的女性朋友做同样的事情我没这感觉~
但那个我没有很喜欢的人竟然给我那种帅气的感觉~
哈哈哈！
诶诶~ 我没有因为他付了那几块钱的 tol 费而喜欢他哦~
只是我想说，个人觉得付钱的男人好帅~ 哈哈哈！！

Foreign Language

When I was in secondary school, I always wanted to learn the western language, like Spanish, French, Germany, Italian, etc. Cus when I learn English last time, to know more new vocabs, I saw and downloaded a list of foreign language vocabs that can be used in English, like Deja Vu (French), means 似曾相识, this kind of words. and I feel its cool. Spanish songs are nice. and of course maybe affected by the western movies. 

I changed my thought, when I met my Japanese friends in NZ. I saw some people from other countries spoke Japanese with the Japanese friends. I was so envy that they could do that! Besides, Japanese foods are nice!! Like Okonomiyaki cooked by my friend. I love the most!! is super duper delicious! I learnt some Korean words that time too. I didn't have very close western friends that time. Well, at last Japanese was the language I wanted to learn the most then. My Jap's friends just inspired me a lot that time!

So, I took Japanese in my University as an elective course. I admit that I didn't put enough efforts to study the language. My result was not so good. But I was impressed by many of my friends that I am a fast learnner in other languages (speak) last time. haha. Hmm, I must spend more time and put more efforts to learn the grammars and writing from now! Language is not a subject that can be studied last minutes!

It's funny that because I wanna improve my Japanese, I started to chase Anime, listen to Japanese songs. Normally people learn the language because of Anime, but I am the other way round. Haha. Well, I am enjoying to do it too. Great chance for me to expose to other stuff that I will never did before.

Its cool to learn foreign languages actually, we can discover a new culture, like musics, movies, foods, art etc. And definitely can feel something... different. 

If I have chance, I will learn more languages, my next target is French btw. or maybe Spanish xD haha

Image from : http://speaklanguagecenter.com/

Try Harder or Walk Away

There are two roads in every elective situation.
Which is to give up or work harder.
My parents are not elective, my course is not elective,
my friends are elective,
my boyfriend is elective,
the Japanese II i took this sem is elective.

In the elective's path, i can choose to give up.

I always not confident in my Japanese II,
because my Japanese 1 result was bad and i might not have the passion as much as other anime-fever students in my class.
I planned to change it to audit course (no exams) if i really unable to handle it.
So, today i went to the student academic building to ask isit possible for me to change it to audit.
Thay said NO!!
Ok. no choice i must face it! i must tried my best so i wont fail my exam.
Suddenly i feel the confidence and energy.
Because giving up is not in my option anymore!

Thats the different!!

So does my relationship. If giving up is not in my list, then i will automatically find ways to survive and build it!
When facing obstacles, i should never think of break up.
If i keep thinking of break up is my "backup" plan.
Then i will never really try my BEST in it!

Make sense?

Once we decided, we must try our best to do it.  

我的科系

木质科学与科技系
是我现在在大学就读的科系。
因中六老师的大力推荐 加上 我的考试成绩没有非常优越，
我把这课填入了我的第三选择。
谁知他妈的中了。不知该欢喜还是该怨，但我非常庆幸我进了博大这大学。
第一年兴致勃勃，原本自小上科学课时最讨厌植物的单元，但谁知拿了这一课后却阅读越喜欢！
学会了好多我不知道的东西。很有趣~！
对未来充满希望。
但当亲戚朋友问到，咦你以后是做什么工作的呀？？常常哑口无言。
迈入第二年，当别人问起时，就说，嗯做品质管理啊~ 等等~
然后看见学长姐，好像有不少都不是做回本行的。
慢慢的~ 开始感受到，大家常说的.. “很多大学生毕业后的工作都不是自己读的科系”。
其实还要看很多其他因素的呢。然后工钱最重要！
以前总觉得这个木材科，冷门。竞争少，就业率肯定比很多其他科系高。但好像不是。
就像我刚才说的，选一份工作还要考量很多因素的，不管它冷不冷门。
Eih~ 这不是在悲观哦，只是看见现实~ 哈哈哈！
所以所以，其实有那个冲动去继续读到硕士博士。然后当一名教授~ xD
想想而已，因为好像很少人读咧 会孤单的感觉 哈哈~ 也没有钱。
想到以后我学的东西可能用不上就有点sien掉。哈哈
算了吧~ 见步行步呗。。。
先别烦恼那么远的未来吧~ 先烦下个学期的成绩 :P
不管怎样 我还是很热爱我的科系滴... 因为真的很有趣！也很酷!

Course Night 2014 - Halloween

Course Night. 是一年一度，联系系院里所有华人的晚宴。没有种族歧视。只是纯粹的联谊活动。

今年，轮到我们这一班森林之家的二年生筹办这晚宴。可怜的是，今年的二年生只有那区区的5个人，要办一个晚宴并不容易。我，身为副主席。好像变成主席那样了，我不是要串什么，只是因为我的主席在办活动方面经验比较少吧。所以很多东西都由我来做主。交通，财政，联络学长姐弟妹，流程等..都是我一手包办。哈哈。但其他委员当然也有帮忙一起做啦。只是，我想说。真的是有点压力的。

我人生第一次参与的万圣节为主题的晚宴，竟然是自家人筹办的。哈哈！脑里充满了很多万圣节的 ideas。再加上我们筹委的人不多，讨论或决定一样东西变得很容易。整个晚宴，能让我们为所欲为。xD #likeaboss。超爽的！

另外，我衷心的感谢赞助我们的教授们。他们也很热心的帮助我们！我想说，那么好的教授，只有我的系院有吧？哈哈哈。

还有还有！就是学长姐们，也很乐意的伸出援手。

至于学弟妹们呢，是新生吗。对森林之家归属感不深，不怎么合作是理所当然的。不过当然会有几个里外的学弟妹，带领他们。我也很感激他们。

筹备了两个月的科系晚宴，终于落幕了。突然感觉空空的。办得好不好，已经没办法再追究。希望下一年的筹委们能办得更好！

有点点的遗憾，就是当晚没有什么拍到照片。我不管！明年我要拍多多照片，拟补回今年的遗憾。XD

Door Gift

舞台

当晚稀有的照片。xD

What?!!

Had Kenegaraan test today, a Pemantau came to me and looked at my card on the table. She wanted to check am I wrote my matrik no. correctly. But it’s a meal plan card! I wanted to take my student card out, but she said is alright, she can see. And then she looked at my meal plan card and my OMR sheet, nod her head and then went away to continue check the people next to me. @@

11.1.13

在博大已经2个月了！
这两个月实在过得太充实了！！
哈哈~
参加了很多活动，认识了很多人
学了很多东西
最意想不到的是
我竟然参加英语辩论比赛！！
还进到了quarter final!!
明天大家都放假了，但我还要去辩论营
哈哈
没关系
就是喜欢参与活动

最近好像变瘦了
哎呀
因为三餐不定时
再加上有时懒得出去吃饭
还有天天走那么多的路
所以，瘦了咯
没关系
反正我不喜欢我的chubby脸
xD

errrr...
就这样, 祝大家 11 月快乐！
掰掰..^^

Debate!!

Hello people!! Is me again! haha. of course! this is my blog... LOL

tomorrow i have a debate competition.
the very FIRST debate competition in my life!
some more in English...
my English is sucks man...@@

Why i want to join English debate?
firstly i want to improve my English
secondly, i hope to learn how to persuade
3drly, i wanna enhance my expression of myself.

NERVOUS ah!
anyway, it's just a game!
consider as experience lo..

just stay cool and act confident on stage..
hahaha....
wish me good luck people!

see yaaaaa...

loves,
YuenLing Chen

九月十四

在博大已一个星期了，
so far so good 啦
很快就适应了这里的环境，
渐渐地习惯了冲冷水凉，
一点都不想家，哈哈哈。
能的话，我会选择不要回家... 来回就6个小时了咧！很累的啊！
父母常常打电话给我我都没接到，因为我真的有点忙嘛...对不起啊

最近参加了一个比赛，天天练舞练到三更半夜。
还生病了，咳个不停 TT
希望可以在这次的比赛里得奖啦！！

慢慢的，我的本性渐渐地露出了
就是我其实有点 anti social.
会跟陌生人谈天 多过 跟已认识了的朋友聊天，
所以从小到大，
泛泛之友多得很，
能够真正谈天的好像没几个，
我的最好朋友，就是我的姐姐和妹妹。
姐姐常常能给我好的意见，而妹妹是个超好的聆听着。

我就是这样，跟一大半朋友出去，总是那个最安静的，
我不是不爽，只是不知道该说什么...

我很羡慕他们总是可以有说有笑，
但我就怎样都参不进他们的话题里。
是我太幼稚，还是太成熟？

我真的很想改掉这个怪癖
很想

Kolej Pendeta Za'ba

Last day of orientation in UPM.
what i want to say is, I'm so lucky,be selected to live in Kolej Pendeta Za'ba(KPZ).
which have least new student live in here. less than 100 ppl.

Those facilitators treated us so good.
we can sleep early, wake up late, if we arrive to a gathering not in time, they wont scold us.
they all friendly n funny.... and so on.
they just treated us too good.
compared to other kolejs. they always scold by faci, late sleep,early wake up....
im so lucky..

Tonight. unexpectedly. they scolded us. very very seriously. quite scary actually.
They scolded us around 2 hour! I'm so angry, cause they are too over. i even stand up and reply them.

Then, they called 5 students out, from the name list. Asked them stand infront of everybody, and scolded them like hell. because the 5 students did something wrong.
and then, facilitators said they gonna punish them.
but before that, they want us to listen a song.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~~~~~

OMG! What the H! they acted for whole night.
they wanna make us become very down, then suddenly give us a big surprise.
that everything just a joke!! LOL
shit. i'm trapped.

I CRIED.. ><
too touched.
they are too kind.
this is the most surprise and touching experience in my life.
they just too clever to have this idea.
really. im so touched.

Thanks to the faci faci so much. you gave us a very awesome begining in our unilife!
thanksssss~~~

KPZ is really a very nice hostel. with friendly seniors. alot of facilities. so on.
i will try my best to stay in KPZ.
<3 kpz="" nbsp="" p="">

loves,
Yuen Ling

7.9.13

A penceramah today said he went to a kampung cina. and asked a kid something in BM. but, the kid answered him in Chinese. he said he was very very disappointed about this. How come the kid can't even speak in BM?!

GOSH! he is just a kid!!

要上大学了!

还有12天，我又要“离乡背井了”

有点兴奋

有点不舍

有点紧张

但幸好没有害怕

我很幸运

能进到好的大学

得到不错的科目

我得到Wood Tech，

超级冷门的课程

不过我个人认为这个course充满潜质 lo xD

哈哈

不管怎样

行行出状元嘛

诶！改次记得 bong chan 我啊

我帮你找个最靓的木，来做你的三长两短 xD

开玩笑啦

朋友，记得要活的精彩！