17 Jan

Sometime, I wish I did not know the truth that i can't accept.

I wish that particular person keep lying to me.

I wish I never see the parts that other people hiding from me.

I just can't so fast adapt to the "real reality" that i did not used to know.

Time is needed to change my perception on the situation to a positive or a optimistic thing.

I always hope the world is as peaceful as what i expected.

But NO! NEVER!

Luckily, my memorization is bad enough to forget many unhappy experiences in my past.

Just... The time when the truth appears in front of me, that super uneasy feeling is very very terrifying!