3.1.15

模糊

总是在谷歌寻找答案,却忘了摸清自己真正的感觉是什么。
现况真的是我想要的吗?

25.11.14

请安息

十一月二十四,一位在新西兰认识的朋友,去世了。
其实他也不年轻了,应该有70++岁。
他总是那么活泼,热情,友善,乐观,爱笑...
给身边的人带来不少欢乐。
远到新西兰的我,遇见那么热情的他,好像遇到熟人一样,不感觉距离和陌生。
他和我分享过很多他的人生经验。
他竟然把我在马来西亚不太出名的家乡的名字记起来了,叫 Kuantan。 他还常常说他以后来马来西亚一定要来 Kuantan. (天啊,我还记得他把 Kuantan 读到很奇怪的读音。)
我承认我对他一度在我的面子书一直留言感到厌烦。但现在我希望他继续留言,好过永远都不会在我的 post 留言了。

他,应该被那癌症折磨了一段时间吧?听说他是"安乐"地离去,我还有点安慰。
但愿爱旅行爱交朋友的你,上了天堂后可以更快乐。
你并没有离去,因为你永远活在大家的记忆里。


我在离开 Napier 前和 Paul 的最后合影。

2.11.14

Course Night 2014 - Halloween


Course Night. 是一年一度,联系系院里所有华人的晚宴。没有种族歧视。只是纯粹的联谊活动。

今年,轮到我们这一班森林之家的二年生筹办这晚宴。可怜的是,今年的二年生只有那区区的5个人,要办一个晚宴并不容易。我,身为副主席。好像变成主席那样了,我不是要串什么,只是因为我的主席在办活动方面经验比较少吧。所以很多东西都由我来做主。交通,财政,联络学长姐弟妹,流程等..都是我一手包办。哈哈。但其他委员当然也有帮忙一起做啦。只是,我想说。真的是有点压力的。

我人生第一次参与的万圣节为主题的晚宴,竟然是自家人筹办的。哈哈!脑里充满了很多万圣节的 ideas。再加上我们筹委的人不多,讨论或决定一样东西变得很容易。整个晚宴,能让我们为所欲为。xD #likeaboss。超爽的!

另外,我衷心的感谢赞助我们的教授们。他们也很热心的帮助我们!我想说,那么好的教授,只有我的系院有吧?哈哈哈。
还有还有!就是学长姐们,也很乐意的伸出援手。
至于学弟妹们呢,是新生吗。对森林之家归属感不深,不怎么合作是理所当然的。不过当然会有几个里外的学弟妹,带领他们。我也很感激他们。

筹备了两个月的科系晚宴,终于落幕了。突然感觉空空的。办得好不好,已经没办法再追究。希望下一年的筹委们能办得更好!

有点点的遗憾,就是当晚没有什么拍到照片。我不管!明年我要拍多多照片,拟补回今年的遗憾。XD



Door Gift

舞台




当晚稀有的照片。xD

小惊喜

这本书,是他送给我的。实在出乎我的预料的礼物。他,不太喜欢看这类型的书,也不太喜欢看书吧?但却在书店选了一本他觉得我会喜欢/适合的书本,送给我。可能他是用一个大马书卷买的。但他还是成功让冷血的我,感到超惊喜的!哈哈 xD总而言之,真的很感激他。<3>

6.10.14

Outing with sis

今天和妹妹出街~
好久没见她了。
虽然她还是那么烦人,可是跟她真的很好谈~
很少和一个人说那么多话说。
感觉很轻松,很自在。



















3.10.14

3/10...

最近感觉无比的emo。
不是因为忙活动,也不是因为学业。
而是..我也不知道为什么..

偶尔想找个人聊天,但不知道找谁比较好。
拿起了手机,考虑着该不该打给他,
打了一篇长长的信息,但还是删掉了,感觉他才不在乎。
总觉得身边的人越来越疏远。
可能是幻觉吧。

有时很想躲在家里,什么都不理,什么都不管。
不想再掩饰,不想再妥协别人。
很想大哭一场
很想乱发脾气

突然觉得,我活在这世界上,是为了什么?
除了我的父母和家人,
我想不起其他的理由。。

可能荷尔蒙问题吧~
我相信这只是我暂时的想法。

21.8.14

Blogging

身边写 blog 的人越来越少~

读我的部落格的人也不多了吧?哈哈

但我还是会继续写~

因为有时候,

人少少,反而更容易表达。

真正关心、在乎我的人才会来读我的部落格。

毕竟在这个blog里,大多都是我个人日常的琐事。

“经营” 这个网页已经有六年了~

每次写完长篇大论后总觉得超爽的!嘻嘻

有归属感,也是回忆的存折。


嘿嘿!正在读这个 blog 的你~ 你好吗?xD

13.8.14

Life in UPM (First Year) 2

I want to talk about my roommate here!
The roommate of my first year in KPZ is Khai Ting,
she was a final year student.
very kind, always buy supper for me.
She helped me a lot.
and told me a lot of information of the campus when i was just a newbie.
Four months in same room.... not too long but not too short.
uhmm...
Happy Graduation my friend!!! i will misss youuu!! T___T

Second sem, YeeLum is my roommate. I am her first roommate ever in her life. (she said xDD) 
till now we still not yet argue for something in room.. hahaha
live peacefully xD
hope we can stay in KPZ till the last sem!
KPZ dont kick me out pleaseeee!!

i know sometime i will talk or even shout when i am sleeping....
and i have many bad habits too~
really thanks for my both roommates who can tolerate with me xD

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Loves, 
Yuen Ling Chen

Life in UPM (First Year)

The first year of my university life is OVER!
It's time for me to write something about my whole year life again.

Firstly, i think unilife is cool!
What i enjoyed the most is i can join a lot of activities!!
University is a platform to do what you like to do!
I love acting, dancing or anything on stage.
i like to perform.
i joined few Malay tradisional dancing and Chinese theater.
It took quite a long time to prepare a show.
台上三分钟,台下十年功
it's true~
but i really enjoy the 3 mins time on stage.

Next, i met a lot of similar type of people when i join the activities i like.
most of the time i am the weirdo around my friends
they said i have too many face expressions, i am exaggerate when taking photos and so on.
i don't know why, but i just like to do so. 
I joined Chinese theater, and met them!!
i'm not the weirdo anymore~~
because they weird-er than me! hahahaha
i just very enjoy to be with them~
Most of them like to act, and pro in acting too~
i really learned a lot from them!
But, maybe they think i'm different,
cause I always talk less compared to them.
But they didn't abandon me.
they still consider me in their group.
i really like to be with them.
But then,
the the theater is ended.
everybody is separated.
everything is just a memory now. 
hahahaha! so much feelings :P

Next~~~
I joined debate clubs
Chinese and English.
English debate is fun... We only know the topic of debate 10 or 15 minutes before the competition. Can't search the information in internet. All is about the instant ideas from our brain right on that time. So nervous, exciting...
While Chinese debate is totally different. We get know the topic few weeks before the competitions. We can search the information from anywhere. But what i hate the most is we will tend to stay inside the box of "seniors idea" and format of the debate.
I always feel so stress, when i preparing a chinese debate competition! Yes, I'm still weak. and now i'm still thinking whether want to continue joining chinese debate. Maybe i will breakthrough one day? hehe. But look at the good side. i gained a lot of information through chinese debate. Before that i dont even know who the hell is Adolf Hilter, i dont know what is UNESCO.... and so on~~~~~ So i still consideriiiiingggg~~~

Next, i joined a lot Kolej's activities, to gain merits, so that i could stay in hostel on the second year. 
Ping Pong and Badminton competitions. and other sports
organizing some Nights n dinner and so on~
some quite boring actually~ but no choice, force to join.. hmm

About my curiculum, 
yes~ since primary school, my result is “中中” (not so good but not so bad).. Anyway, i wanna get first class (CGPA above 3.75), so that i have free loan!!! hahaha..

to be continue......