"Try Your Best"

People always motivate me using the sentence:

"Try your best"

Of course I replied "i will" or "thank you".

But after that, am I really trying my BEST?

Am I really putting enough efforts into something that I wish to improve?

Eh~ Macam tak lah~

The Stage

Performed on big stage around one year + ago.

Received a text from my sister who was in Penang right after my performance. 

Woow. i was like, good news spread so fast huh. 

Months of practicing but only performed few minutes on the real stage, but i still feel its worth!
i enjoy the stage, i love the stage, although i am not a professional actor, but i really love the feeling when everybody watching my performance (good one la).

I never be an actor on such a big stage before. Really appreciate and will always remember this experienced, And of course i met a lot of awesome people in this 十月初五街.

Again, the news of "heard that you perform well" is worth for all sacrifices!!

我的科系

木质科学与科技系
是我现在在大学就读的科系。
因中六老师的大力推荐 加上 我的考试成绩没有非常优越，
我把这课填入了我的第三选择。
谁知他妈的中了。不知该欢喜还是该怨，但我非常庆幸我进了博大这大学。
第一年兴致勃勃，原本自小上科学课时最讨厌植物的单元，但谁知拿了这一课后却阅读越喜欢！
学会了好多我不知道的东西。很有趣~！
对未来充满希望。
但当亲戚朋友问到，咦你以后是做什么工作的呀？？常常哑口无言。
迈入第二年，当别人问起时，就说，嗯做品质管理啊~ 等等~
然后看见学长姐，好像有不少都不是做回本行的。
慢慢的~ 开始感受到，大家常说的.. “很多大学生毕业后的工作都不是自己读的科系”。
其实还要看很多其他因素的呢。然后工钱最重要！
以前总觉得这个木材科，冷门。竞争少，就业率肯定比很多其他科系高。但好像不是。
就像我刚才说的，选一份工作还要考量很多因素的，不管它冷不冷门。
Eih~ 这不是在悲观哦，只是看见现实~ 哈哈哈！
所以所以，其实有那个冲动去继续读到硕士博士。然后当一名教授~ xD
想想而已，因为好像很少人读咧 会孤单的感觉 哈哈~ 也没有钱。
想到以后我学的东西可能用不上就有点sien掉。哈哈
算了吧~ 见步行步呗。。。
先别烦恼那么远的未来吧~ 先烦下个学期的成绩 :P
不管怎样 我还是很热爱我的科系滴... 因为真的很有趣！也很酷!

Course Night 2014 - Halloween

Course Night. 是一年一度，联系系院里所有华人的晚宴。没有种族歧视。只是纯粹的联谊活动。

今年，轮到我们这一班森林之家的二年生筹办这晚宴。可怜的是，今年的二年生只有那区区的5个人，要办一个晚宴并不容易。我，身为副主席。好像变成主席那样了，我不是要串什么，只是因为我的主席在办活动方面经验比较少吧。所以很多东西都由我来做主。交通，财政，联络学长姐弟妹，流程等..都是我一手包办。哈哈。但其他委员当然也有帮忙一起做啦。只是，我想说。真的是有点压力的。

我人生第一次参与的万圣节为主题的晚宴，竟然是自家人筹办的。哈哈！脑里充满了很多万圣节的 ideas。再加上我们筹委的人不多，讨论或决定一样东西变得很容易。整个晚宴，能让我们为所欲为。xD #likeaboss。超爽的！

另外，我衷心的感谢赞助我们的教授们。他们也很热心的帮助我们！我想说，那么好的教授，只有我的系院有吧？哈哈哈。

还有还有！就是学长姐们，也很乐意的伸出援手。

至于学弟妹们呢，是新生吗。对森林之家归属感不深，不怎么合作是理所当然的。不过当然会有几个里外的学弟妹，带领他们。我也很感激他们。

筹备了两个月的科系晚宴，终于落幕了。突然感觉空空的。办得好不好，已经没办法再追究。希望下一年的筹委们能办得更好！

有点点的遗憾，就是当晚没有什么拍到照片。我不管！明年我要拍多多照片，拟补回今年的遗憾。XD

Door Gift

舞台

当晚稀有的照片。xD

Life in UPM (First Year) 2

I want to talk about my roommate here!
The roommate of my first year in KPZ is Khai Ting,
she was a final year student.
very kind, always buy supper for me.
She helped me a lot.
and told me a lot of information of the campus when i was just a newbie.
Four months in same room.... not too long but not too short.
uhmm...
Happy Graduation my friend!!! i will misss youuu!! T___T

Second sem, YeeLum is my roommate. I am her first roommate ever in her life. (she said xDD) 
till now we still not yet argue for something in room.. hahaha
live peacefully xD
hope we can stay in KPZ till the last sem!
KPZ dont kick me out pleaseeee!!

i know sometime i will talk or even shout when i am sleeping....
and i have many bad habits too~
really thanks for my both roommates who can tolerate with me xD

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Loves, 
Yuen Ling Chen

Life in UPM (First Year)

The first year of my university life is OVER!
It's time for me to write something about my whole year life again.

Firstly, i think unilife is cool!
What i enjoyed the most is i can join a lot of activities!!
University is a platform to do what you like to do!
I love acting, dancing or anything on stage.
i like to perform.
i joined few Malay tradisional dancing and Chinese theater.
It took quite a long time to prepare a show.
台上三分钟，台下十年功
it's true~
but i really enjoy the 3 mins time on stage.

Next, i met a lot of similar type of people when i join the activities i like.
most of the time i am the weirdo around my friends
they said i have too many face expressions, i am exaggerate when taking photos and so on.
i don't know why, but i just like to do so. 
I joined Chinese theater, and met them!!
i'm not the weirdo anymore~~
because they weird-er than me! hahahaha
i just very enjoy to be with them~
Most of them like to act, and pro in acting too~
i really learned a lot from them!
But, maybe they think i'm different,
cause I always talk less compared to them.
But they didn't abandon me.
they still consider me in their group.
i really like to be with them.
But then,
the the theater is ended.
everybody is separated.
everything is just a memory now. 
hahahaha! so much feelings :P

Next~~~
I joined debate clubs
Chinese and English.
English debate is fun... We only know the topic of debate 10 or 15 minutes before the competition. Can't search the information in internet. All is about the instant ideas from our brain right on that time. So nervous, exciting...
While Chinese debate is totally different. We get know the topic few weeks before the competitions. We can search the information from anywhere. But what i hate the most is we will tend to stay inside the box of "seniors idea" and format of the debate.
I always feel so stress, when i preparing a chinese debate competition! Yes, I'm still weak. and now i'm still thinking whether want to continue joining chinese debate. Maybe i will breakthrough one day? hehe. But look at the good side. i gained a lot of information through chinese debate. Before that i dont even know who the hell is Adolf Hilter, i dont know what is UNESCO.... and so on~~~~~ So i still consideriiiiingggg~~~

Next, i joined a lot Kolej's activities, to gain merits, so that i could stay in hostel on the second year. 
Ping Pong and Badminton competitions. and other sports
organizing some Nights n dinner and so on~
some quite boring actually~ but no choice, force to join.. hmm

About my curiculum, 
yes~ since primary school, my result is “中中” (not so good but not so bad).. Anyway, i wanna get first class (CGPA above 3.75), so that i have free loan!!! hahaha..

to be continue......

3.7.14

刚从 新春文化大汇演 舞台剧 排练回来~
今天老师不得空，没出席
演员们也来不齐，难以排练
所以我们玩了一些 bonding games 和 分享感受 之类的

今天原本懒懒散散，不太想去排戏，但最后还是来了
没后悔
感觉超不错的！
听了大家所分享的，也受到大家的激励~
也知道了原来大家的想法是这样的~
我们又 one step closer liao！哈哈~ 至少归属感增加了 ^^
其实大家一起努力， 完成一件大家都喜欢做的事情，这种感觉超棒的！

通过 PAP 舞台剧
我认识到了很多人，
学到了很多东西，不只是在演戏方面，对人生方面也很有用~

不管戏份轻还是重，角色难不难演~
努力就好，一定会有分别的~ 要记得当初要参加 PAP 的目的~

就希望这舞台剧能成功啦~
 ^^

27 FEB

:)

20 FEB 14

Had a "short" nap at 5.30pm just now~
Woke up by the alarm sound at 9pm.. 
They sent someone to urge us to come down for the activity by an super annoying alarm again~
and i buat tak tau jer~~ xD
Feeling so bad that i have skipped my kolej activities twice in this week! haha~

actually i have nothing to do in my room, just felt so lazy for the activities!

as i know, by going each activity, only will gain one merit point.

and i "think" i can gain back the points in the future. hahaha!

Just the first week in the sem, my lazy mood already ON! 

no self discipline, procrastinated my works and so on.

i don't like this kind of me...but... i just don't have the motivation~

Maybe i'm not busy enough recently? ><

well~

i will be insomnia for tonight again, i guess~~

aiihyaa..

24.12.13

一个人在宿舍

风扇开到最大号

喝着茶

不需要用耳机听着的音乐

懒懒散散

好享受

^^

First time ever to ride behind guy on motorbike (beside my daddy)

Saturday morning, my koko starts at 8.30am. and i woke up at 8.20am!! (my phone auto shut down, so no alarm in the morning TT)
Gosh!! that day is presentation day. and the Facilitators said all of us must attend, if not we will fail our koko. I don't know it's true or not. but it's better to go there on time.
i ran to the bus stop.
Luckily the 8.30am bus still there. TT
when i jumped into the bus. i just realised, i forgot to bring my buku log. argh!!
never mind, planned to ask faci what should i do later.
when i arrived KAA. Cheh!! so many people came late. some lagi late.
as usual, the presentation didn't start on time.
i asked the faci how if i didn't bring my buku log. She asked me to go back and take the book.
i said ok. i will go back by bus.
she said bus is to slow, so she asked the people in class who have motorbike, fetch me back to my kolej to take the bloody book..
A Malay guy. i don't know what his name, volunteer.. cause he also want to go back n take his book. now he got an excuse! haha!
wore the helmet. and climbed on the motorbike.
argh. such a bad rider! for me la. sudden speed up and sudden slow down. made me feel like going to fall off from the bike. >< so scary~
any way. thanks to him, if not i can't pass up the buku log on that day!!

This is my first time ever to ride behind guy on motorbike (beside my daddy). haha! xD

10 DEC 人生的第二个十年

My 20th birthday. and had the most people celebrate with me, ever.
For the past 19 birthdays, always forgotten by people, because it's on school holiday! 
Only some super close friends will remember it. and thanks for Facebook, after i have FB account. people spammed my wall on my birthday..haha.

On the b'day this time, I ate cakes for 3 times. received many free foods and present from friends. i really appreciate it! Even my close-est friends before i enter university din't do that to me before. Not because of the quantity or quality of the present, but their kindness to me. 

My birthday again. means is the end of the year again.
people who celebrated my birthday with me last year became a stranger.
people who celebrated my b'day with me this year are all brand new friends.
meaning.. I always have people love me? haha..^^
A year had gone so fast.
so many things happened in this year.
laughter and tears. Hugs and separate(with friends).
all these memories might faded one day..
but all these built who am i now and in the future.

人生的第二个十年
May my little wishes come true?

What?!!

Had Kenegaraan test today, a Pemantau came to me and looked at my card on the table. She wanted to check am I wrote my matrik no. correctly. But it’s a meal plan card! I wanted to take my student card out, but she said is alright, she can see. And then she looked at my meal plan card and my OMR sheet, nod her head and then went away to continue check the people next to me. @@

11.1.13

在博大已经2个月了！
这两个月实在过得太充实了！！
哈哈~
参加了很多活动，认识了很多人
学了很多东西
最意想不到的是
我竟然参加英语辩论比赛！！
还进到了quarter final!!
明天大家都放假了，但我还要去辩论营
哈哈
没关系
就是喜欢参与活动

最近好像变瘦了
哎呀
因为三餐不定时
再加上有时懒得出去吃饭
还有天天走那么多的路
所以，瘦了咯
没关系
反正我不喜欢我的chubby脸
xD

errrr...
就这样, 祝大家 11 月快乐！
掰掰..^^

Debate!!

Hello people!! Is me again! haha. of course! this is my blog... LOL

tomorrow i have a debate competition.
the very FIRST debate competition in my life!
some more in English...
my English is sucks man...@@

Why i want to join English debate?
firstly i want to improve my English
secondly, i hope to learn how to persuade
3drly, i wanna enhance my expression of myself.

NERVOUS ah!
anyway, it's just a game!
consider as experience lo..

just stay cool and act confident on stage..
hahaha....
wish me good luck people!

see yaaaaa...

loves,
YuenLing Chen