小惊喜

这本书，是他送给我的。实在出乎我的预料的礼物。他，不太喜欢看这类型的书，也不太喜欢看书吧？但却在书店选了一本他觉得我会喜欢/适合的书本，送给我。可能他是用一个大马书卷买的。但他还是成功让冷血的我，感到超惊喜的！哈哈 xD总而言之，真的很感激他。<3>

Outing with sis

今天和妹妹出街~
好久没见她了。
虽然她还是那么烦人，可是跟她真的很好谈~
很少和一个人说那么多话说。
感觉很轻松，很自在。

3/10...

最近感觉无比的emo。
不是因为忙活动，也不是因为学业。
而是..我也不知道为什么..

偶尔想找个人聊天，但不知道找谁比较好。
拿起了手机，考虑着该不该打给他，
打了一篇长长的信息，但还是删掉了，感觉他才不在乎。
总觉得身边的人越来越疏远。
可能是幻觉吧。

有时很想躲在家里，什么都不理，什么都不管。
不想再掩饰，不想再妥协别人。
很想大哭一场
很想乱发脾气

突然觉得，我活在这世界上，是为了什么？
除了我的父母和家人,
我想不起其他的理由。。

可能荷尔蒙问题吧~
我相信这只是我暂时的想法。

Blogging

身边写 blog 的人越来越少~

读我的部落格的人也不多了吧？哈哈

但我还是会继续写~

因为有时候，

人少少，反而更容易表达。

真正关心、在乎我的人才会来读我的部落格。

毕竟在这个blog里，大多都是我个人日常的琐事。

“经营” 这个网页已经有六年了~

每次写完长篇大论后总觉得超爽的！嘻嘻

有归属感，也是回忆的存折。


嘿嘿！正在读这个 blog 的你~ 你好吗？xD

Life in UPM (First Year) 2

I want to talk about my roommate here!
The roommate of my first year in KPZ is Khai Ting,
she was a final year student.
very kind, always buy supper for me.
She helped me a lot.
and told me a lot of information of the campus when i was just a newbie.
Four months in same room.... not too long but not too short.
uhmm...
Happy Graduation my friend!!! i will misss youuu!! T___T

Second sem, YeeLum is my roommate. I am her first roommate ever in her life. (she said xDD) 
till now we still not yet argue for something in room.. hahaha
live peacefully xD
hope we can stay in KPZ till the last sem!
KPZ dont kick me out pleaseeee!!

i know sometime i will talk or even shout when i am sleeping....
and i have many bad habits too~
really thanks for my both roommates who can tolerate with me xD

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Loves, 
Yuen Ling Chen

Life in UPM (First Year)

The first year of my university life is OVER!
It's time for me to write something about my whole year life again.

Firstly, i think unilife is cool!
What i enjoyed the most is i can join a lot of activities!!
University is a platform to do what you like to do!
I love acting, dancing or anything on stage.
i like to perform.
i joined few Malay tradisional dancing and Chinese theater.
It took quite a long time to prepare a show.
台上三分钟，台下十年功
it's true~
but i really enjoy the 3 mins time on stage.

Next, i met a lot of similar type of people when i join the activities i like.
most of the time i am the weirdo around my friends
they said i have too many face expressions, i am exaggerate when taking photos and so on.
i don't know why, but i just like to do so. 
I joined Chinese theater, and met them!!
i'm not the weirdo anymore~~
because they weird-er than me! hahahaha
i just very enjoy to be with them~
Most of them like to act, and pro in acting too~
i really learned a lot from them!
But, maybe they think i'm different,
cause I always talk less compared to them.
But they didn't abandon me.
they still consider me in their group.
i really like to be with them.
But then,
the the theater is ended.
everybody is separated.
everything is just a memory now. 
hahahaha! so much feelings :P

Next~~~
I joined debate clubs
Chinese and English.
English debate is fun... We only know the topic of debate 10 or 15 minutes before the competition. Can't search the information in internet. All is about the instant ideas from our brain right on that time. So nervous, exciting...
While Chinese debate is totally different. We get know the topic few weeks before the competitions. We can search the information from anywhere. But what i hate the most is we will tend to stay inside the box of "seniors idea" and format of the debate.
I always feel so stress, when i preparing a chinese debate competition! Yes, I'm still weak. and now i'm still thinking whether want to continue joining chinese debate. Maybe i will breakthrough one day? hehe. But look at the good side. i gained a lot of information through chinese debate. Before that i dont even know who the hell is Adolf Hilter, i dont know what is UNESCO.... and so on~~~~~ So i still consideriiiiingggg~~~

Next, i joined a lot Kolej's activities, to gain merits, so that i could stay in hostel on the second year. 
Ping Pong and Badminton competitions. and other sports
organizing some Nights n dinner and so on~
some quite boring actually~ but no choice, force to join.. hmm

About my curiculum, 
yes~ since primary school, my result is “中中” (not so good but not so bad).. Anyway, i wanna get first class (CGPA above 3.75), so that i have free loan!!! hahaha..

to be continue......

5.28

It is an insomnia night again~
had a cup of Teh Tarik just now, because my Milo powder is out of stock.
erm~ what i gonna write here leh?

second semester is going to end soon.
TIME FLIESSSS
this semester pass really very very fast...
the major activities i did in this sem were..
Pesta Ang Pao, Chinese Debate, Badminton (koko), and lots of Field trips.
Such a busy sem.
sad to say that, i had neglected my education because of these activities.
i did not revise and do early preparation before the exam..
My result is so terrible..

Final exam is coming soon.
All activities have settled down actually
but i do not have the mood n motivation to study~~ argh!!
ohtokae??!!
alright! For FREE LOAN.. for my PARENTS...for my FUTURE..
i need to study hard, i want to study hard, i will study hard!!!!!!

Yuen Ling Chen

28.5.14

有些事情，再说第二次，就没有意思了~~

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Today's lesson

I should not depend on other people so much.
No matter who they are.
No matter what situation is.
Wake up!! Yuen Ling!!
自己的路，自己走。